Liisi, unfortunately I'm working with people that can't take full responsibility of their own lives. I'm also at work in a position that I'm the person that who's responsible in a first place if something happens and someone gets hurt. I have to hold strings, I have to worry because of my work. I have to take responsibility of other people actions at work. And I have to choose carefully also what I say at work, because that might have a long-distance effect over someone. I have done this type of work since 1988 and some of it as a voluntary-worker. That's my life and profession that I've been chosen to do in my life. And I'm usually in a position of a therapist (since childhood because I'm good listener and I can usually make excat summaries out of people's stories) and as I say I have my methods to work out my life. I'm not unbreakable, but no-one is. I find it interesting that lives appears in different lights and I think it's riches of being human beings.
I haven't ever learnt to be fake and that's what everybody that knows something about me in real life can confirm without doubts. And I don't close up - I just need my silent moments alone time after time - I am different from those that can't stand a minute to be alone - but it's usually to the people really hard to understand that a woman needs to be alone from time to time. And it's not closing up when I choose to not to say certain things. And I like NLP (a psycholgical method).
I believe you, and I believe that every single responsible individual knows what's best for them in their lives, like you do know what's best for you. We just see Antti s and Iina from a different point of view, but this public correspondence has grown into a very interesting dephts.
